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Nothings Gonna Change My Love

"Nothing's gonna change my love for you. I hope you know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love." This is my favorite song. I keep this song inside my heart because I know that one day I will sing this song for someone until you finally came. You gave meaning to this song. It's not just a lyrics for me now but it's a real emotion from me to you. I can't imagine how life would be without your presence. Every single day without you is so different and very difficult for me. I miss you in every breathing I take, in every words I say and in everything I do. Im missing you right now as I am right here on the bed writting this post for our anniversary. First, I want to thank you for being patient and for keeping your love and your trust on me while I was away. I know it has been so hard for you to let the days over without me. It's hard for you as much as it's hard for me. But those days mak
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The First 365 Days

Life is a never ending journey. I feel so blessed to have found you while I am walking on this road. Who said relationships are easy? It never was and it never will. Our relationship is no exception. It's hard but we always find a way to make it work. You find ways to be closer to me even if walls are built between us. Without you I will never understand what it is to trully love without exception. I will never know how it feels to trully love without limitations. I will never know how it feels like to be loved by you. You make each and everyday so special for both of us. Some days are better than the others. Some days are painful than the others. Few days were full of sadness and pain than the others. Some days are cloudy and rainy. But I could only remember those days you light up my face. I could say that you make each and everyday so bright. You and your love gives me so much happiness. My life was just normal before you came. When you came, you make it extra-ordinary. I

This is How I Love You

I don't believe in second chances before. I always have the heart to forgive someone, no matter how painful it is but I would never look back. Because it was never easy to start all over again. I thought it is dreadful. Somehow, with you I always listen to what I really feel. I look beyond your mistakes and imperfections, I see things that makes me realize why I stayed. I look on how you changed my life in positive ways. I may look stupid and martyr but this is how I love you. And this is why I am choosing you, always. It is you who I always want to be with. I always find your company amazing. You make me happy in ways that no one else does. You always have something in you that makes me want to stay. It's been eight months but I'm as excited as I was when you first told me you love me. It is you who make me look forward in every single day. You are the reason why I’m in love in every possible ways. You make my heart beat every seconds, I feel pain when you're not a

This is how you love me Perfectly

They say that the person you argue with a lot is the same person that you really love and can't live without. At first I was hesitant to believe this until I had my first argument with you. I thought that that argument will be the first and the last. But as we continue in this relationship we found out that we are two imperfect persons loving each other perfectly. Everyday spend together feels so amazing. We make each other feel so much love and care that we haven't felt before. Everyday feels so perfect and we don't want the day to end. Everyday has 24 hours but we want to spend 25 hours together...everyday. There was a time when we were not fine for two weeks or more. We almost break up and leave each other but you never let go of my hand. You hold on in each hurting words I say. You hold on with every drop of tears in your eyes. You hold on with all our doubts and worries for our relationship. You hold on even if you are not sure if it's still worth it. Most impo

The Why's in my head

There are many days and nights that I would keep on thinking why I'm still keeping this feelings? Why Am I still fighting for this love even if I know that there's no future between us? Why do I keep on hurting even if I don't want to care and be hurt? Why do I keep on thinking and make myself worried and stressed? Why do I keep on loving even if I don't want to? My life is so different from yours. We even have a very big age gap. We live in different parts of the world, we have different culture, we have different religions, we eat different foods, we were born and raised differently but at some point my heart feels you. My heart longs for you and wanted no one but you. My heart beats for you everyday but no one would know because my feelings for you is hidden.  I want to believe that what I am feeling now is for real but my mind keeps on telling me to stop because my heart is already in so much pain and my mind can't trust anymore. I want to keep on fighting for

The love I lost last night

Two days ago we celebrated our seven months together. It was such a bliss. I would like to think that you were also happy and excited to celebrate with me. I even wrote a post for you here to greet and surprised you. That post I also deleted last night coz last night, I lost you. I never thought it will happen that quick. I have made up my mind to spend many months and years with you. I think I am ready. But last night I found out something that really hurts me. I never doubted your love. I gave you all my trust, everything that I can give to make you feel my love. I know and I feel that a part of you loved me too. There were just some things that I can not live with and accept and that is you continue to lie to me. I forgive you, in fact I am not angry. I can't find even a tiny bit of anger in my heart because I understand you. For the last time I will understand and forgive you. Today is the first day that I won't call you in the morning to wake you up. Everyday you wak

New Bath Companion from Watsons

Who doesn't love taking a bath? I live in the Philippines where it's very humid and the temperature can go up to 60 degree Celsius or even higher during summer. I have bath-time essentials which I use on a daily basis. I just recently run-out of my favorite body wash from The body shop, I first thought of buying new ones from Daiso just to give it a try but I decided to check Watson's first. I know they have body essentials like lotion, shampoo, conditioner, body wash, hand soap and even mouthwash at a very reasonable price. Some items are on Buy-one Get-one promo. Watson's carry a lot of different products from head to toe. I have tried their mouthwash and Hair Spa. I must say that they work perfectly the same as the other brands with a higher price tag because of the expensive commercials and advertisements. My husband and I still use their mouthwash until now. Here are my new bath-time companion from Watson's. I currently use this deep moisturizing